wear my bathrobe to pick
Lil Cobra up from school
administration asks if I’m unwell
let them believe I’m diseased
it’s more entertaining that way
.
he messaged me last night
wanted to know when
he would see me again
I shrugged and shook my head
don’t want to hear from him, really
.
dreamt I cheated on him with another
woke up and felt guilty, sick with immorality
but every time I give him my heart
he sends back a thumbs-up emoji
makes me feel temporary
.
Holiday broke your heart, didn’t he
so you ran your car through the wash until
you couldn’t feel a single thing
and the windows sparkled with wasted water
Pembroke, I don’t know what to do with you
.
here’s advice for you to read
instead of other people’s diaries
maybe it will help erase
some of the hurt Holiday created:
for once, put yourself first
Just Thoughts 